i think we have an emergency...

the boutique that sells my line is closing within the month

i've overdrawn both accounts

my go to person for graphic design and web inquries is no longer interested in graphic design and or website building

i've already spent my budget for the week

it's 5 am and i really wish i had someone to curl up with just to fall asleep.




and so it goes

meh

i'm all crampy and sick feeling..not fun and i have an ovewhelming craving for spring rolls, steamed broccoli, and chicken....so we know what dinner will be tonight!

i literally felt like i couldn't get out of bed this morning, and thought i should cancel my appointment and just be in bed all day with the radio on, and only get out of bed to get tension tea(which is AMAZING btw).

i've been putting off reviews of albums that are piling up and by piling i mean they're just sitting there...but i did start one yesterday and was waiting for the band to get some info to me....so when i get back in it'll get done.

ohhhhhhfff i feel horrible...but i am looking forward to my session being over, maybe finding a bookseller i can walk to, getting PAPER magazine, luch, and getting back home before the 41degree weather has it's way with me!



wish me luck.

Men. Gross.

the other night TheWife and i went to a bar after going to the advanced screening of Sex Drive( go see it...i love boy humor!)

this occured mainly because wife wanted to see the Phillies play...things were cool

random mid 30's guy starts to talk to her, then notices me, we continue to talk to him....he buys us drinks... chats for a bit tells wife hshhe hhas nice tits and minutes later tells me mine are ok too....then he asks me what her pussy tastes like...i said i didn't know and felt unbelievably uncomfortable....

a few minutes later he went to the bathroom...and we literally ran from the bar after picking up our tab...but not before adding our last two drinks to his tab.


so, a tip for you guys out there....THIS IS NOT THE WAY TO PICK UP LADIES OK!!!

idunno how men exist at all...unless they are gay at which point i'll probably love you for life.


this just makes it easier to not date. FAIL

get by

too all the things/feelings/thoughts that I think are holding me back....

see above.



i'm getting on top of things now, because i want everything to be the way i know it can be, for these plans i've been holding onto to become the things i've made happen, and to be able to have the things i want . so, i will no longer give power to the those things, i'll give power to the things that serve me.

monday monday

sunday TheWife and I went to Fridays before going to see that movie with that guy, the gal he fancies, and that playlist of their's that I hear is infinite.........

we sat and watched the Eagles lose and the Phillies win...i don't follow sports unless they are of the Olympic nature but I watch because she loves it, and then explains things to me that i do not understand which is just a few things....

they had one of those touch screen jukeboxes filled with indie and techno treats...more so than the one at our fave Mako's on South St. in Philly, whhich was a bit o a suprise!!

the bartender was a sweetie and wife felt the need to write down my myspace url for him...i'm assuming she believes in technology enough to be able to master her blackberry in an hour after purchase but not enough to just give him my cell # ?! that or the fact that she knows me well enough that i make a better connection through written word rather than speaking to someone at any given time. i am weird man.

there was flirting,and fun times....as is the case whenever we are together and that's what I love about having such a friend.

after we went over to the theatre and watched said movie with a little buzz on and it was SOOOOO EFFING SHORT..it was as adorable and full o hijinks as I had expected...but too short and there wasn't enough mentioned about their connectionn via music which was a let down...i'll go see it again though...i am a sucker for cutsie movies.

news on theh art front: i'll have a few new post for highvoltagemagazine.com coming up and hhope to finnd more bands to bring to your attention....

as for the business: workin g on the ladies shirts which is all I have available right now...looking for inspiration every moment of everyday

<3

snap

haven't been keeping up with my post....

not a whole lot going on....

work

procrastination


that's about it!

the things that make me want to quit my job are amplified by 1,000,000 as of right now, and i don't see an end until i move on...which needs to happen SOON...theh customers have lost their cotton pickin minds!!!!
i can only argue with you about what buy one get one means so many times before i snap.


more updates soon.

they were all put into boxes and they all came out the same

1. let's play

2. i've decided to not give a fuck what people think about me......

should've decided on the a while ago. it takes me a while to get used to these kind of things...these internal decisions take time.



i cut my hair the other day...just to shorten it in the back and didn't take into account the fact that i haven't relaxed it in a long time and that it curls when short...therefor......it's a curly mess and it takes less time for me to do which is a plus the only minus is that out of habit i still flat iron it in the morning.

3.i forget

lactose intolerant

i'm listening to dave triggiano via the myspace(hence the title o this blog) and thinking abt the fact that it's been SUCH a long time since i've written anything that wasn't music related since...i dnt remember the last time a poem fell out of me...cause that seems to be the way they happen....i also find that i lose timem when writting something like that....and i'm unaware of how long it's been when it's all over. hmph



i can't force it cause then it's crap..although i have a tendency to cringe when going over things i've written in the past......unless it's a review i could read those all day but as far as poems or truths go....can't happen and if i allow you to read it...i have to leave the room and you can't read it out loud considering the fact that i have super human hearing...yeah.