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my positivity mission has hit a snag! urgh! i'm in need of a bit of inspiration, and idunno where to look.

advice please.

i. have. hope.

it's been a long time coming, and one of the proudest moments of my life. i've never been a political person but this is the race that got me doing my research. whomever won that night would have made history. but, i am proud to say that THIS is the man who will make things happen. we're 4 years behind and i say 4 because after his first term people were frightened by change and wanted to give dubya a chance to clean up the mess that not only he but those pulling his strings made. i know now that anything is possible. that the country that i live in is ready for the good it knows itself to be capable of, and that we are behind this great man and his honesty and humility.

congrats america, you can now sit at the adults table this christmas.

katy perry song title

the fact of the matter is this....

idunno what i like, i have yet to experience either...and my last attempt at contact was comical to say the least...not by any fault of my own!

i do know this to be true....

however this goes down i will not feel guilt...because guilt comes out of fear and i do not fear who i am becoming.

i won't worry abt how others handle it because the one's who truely care for me will still be there 10 years from now.

get by

too all the things/feelings/thoughts that I think are holding me back....

see above.



i'm getting on top of things now, because i want everything to be the way i know it can be, for these plans i've been holding onto to become the things i've made happen, and to be able to have the things i want . so, i will no longer give power to the those things, i'll give power to the things that serve me.